I am feeling exceptionally bold today so please forgive me for what I am about to
say or perhaps I speak for many that are creeping up on the big 30 or have
already arrived. I am closing my eyes and I am going in so here goes!
I have spent most of my adult years spotlighting other people's talents and
while I have met some incredible, talented, and accomplished individuals-it
finally hit home one day while sitting alone on Christmas eve in what was then
an empty apartment. I asked 'where is my life going?' and if I could write my
own story 'how would it start, unfold?'.
I write these words for all you ladies out there that are taking this journey
with me as we search for self, our place in the world, Love, career, financial
independence, and those yearning for that zest to LIVE.
May today be the first day of the rest of our lives because here is the key to
attaining everything that your heart desires, it’s no BIG secret and thank
goodness its no science-whew what a relief! LIVE BY YOUR OWN RULES!
Like many of my closest girlfriends-we are free and creative spirits but society
has often jaded us into believing that our lives all consist of some kind of
blueprint for all to follow. Who are we kidding? I know for sure that I have not
followed that blueprint-I am more than content with that. So here is where I say
the heck with what other people think but instead ask - what makes my heart
sing? What makes my soul open up to my greatest creation yet? Are you still with
me?
I also write this in part with turning these frustrations into mere fascination.
People did warn me about turning 30, they said 'your body will feel things that
you have never thought possible'. I can only find one word to describe the
sensation, in short 'WOW'! I am also a lot more bold and for those that thought
I was honest before, please don't ask me for my opinion unless you really want
to hear the truth. And rejection is the thing of the past, it only fules me to
thrive for more because after all 'what have I got to lose?!'
I am finally over living up to other people's standards, it feels like the
weight of the world has been lifted off my back.
I am writing MY story, HER story, OUR story. Promise me that together we will
rip up these blueprints- make our own rules. Remember you are the TRUTH!
I am back in my apartment but this time not so quiet-the sound of music fills
the air- blaring television and ahh the sweet sound of my girls chasing and
yelling at each other-I love this beautiful disaster!
This is my story, MY RULES!
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